Thursday, December 30, 2010

Love is all Around

Today, I found love… in my salad. If I hadn’t been paying attention, I might have eaten it... luckily it caught my eye just before my fork reached my mouth. It helped to remind me of some very important things. It’s easy to focus on the negative aspects that can sometimes overwhelm you and consume your life… but, if you try to keep your head up and your mind open, you might find love in some very unexpected places…   

Friday, December 24, 2010

Ephiphany

I just had the most overcoming epiphany: I want to change the world. Too many people have this thought and throw it away because it is ‘impossible’ or somebody else’s job. To these people I say, “dream big, kids” because it’s that exact mindset, call it ‘social loafing’, that is the downfall of our society. It is the phenomenon of people making less effort to achieve a goal because they assume that somebody else should be responsible for it. Well, shit, who’s going to do it then?
We are all caught up in our own lives that sometimes it is hard to see the big picture: humanity is fucked if we keep moving at the rate we are. I know, I know we’ve heard the facts all too many times—over and over. It becomes too overwhelming to deal with… it is so devastating that we push it aside. It’s like that massive cell phone bill you must pay, but it’s so overwhelming that you simply leave it, unpaid, on the table… Or that homework assignment that you continue to procrastinate… only, in this case, it’s on a much larger scale. It’s so easy to put these lingering burdens on the backburner and continue living daily life, but sooner or later they come around to bite you in the ass. Ultimately, the problems in the world are going to do the same.
What problems do I speak of? Well, global warming, war, poverty, economic collapse, genocide, homicide, world hunger, bad healthcare, water shortage, pollution, lack of education, species extinction, depletion of the world’s resources, for god sakes the list goes on and on. It’s too much to think about for most people, we’ve got our own problems… Until it affects our daily life, there will be no change—until we are unable to buy fresh vegetables from the grocery store because floods have destroyed the crops, until we can’t drive ourselves to work because the world’s oil has been depleted, until we can’t get home for Christmas because the airports are closed due to treacherous snow storms, until there is no longer water running from the tap, until we’re starving to death—but I truly believe, that by the time this all occurs, it will be too late. I don’t mean to be speaking grimly… but it’s really something to think about and it’s reality.
I’m not requesting that everyone change their lifestyle completely, but I’m simply suggesting that people could be conscious about this. We must find in each of us, our own way to change the world. It could be on a local level— e.g. working within a community…banking locally or buying fair trade products… Really, there are so many ways to make change indirectly—through art, through small everyday decisions, through provocative, awareness-promoting conversation. There is also the option of going global—e.g. traveling directly to the source of a problem and helping out a specific cause.    
Let’s make change a priority. There are so many ways to help—let’s get proactive. Just a few people can’t take everything on… we need everybody to make the decision to help.  Yes, it’s cliché…go ahead and call me an idealistic hippy, but I don’t give a shit. I really think this is true. Of course, I don’t realistically think that I can singlehandedly find the answer to all of humanity’s problems, but I do believe that together, by recognizing and accepting this mindset, we are at least one step closer to doing so. 

Like I said before, I want to change the world. So, who’s with me?

Monday, December 13, 2010

Barcelona, a City of Skylines...

Sisterhood


Sisterhood is unique. Sisters have the same blood coursing through their veins. They have an indestructible bond. They watch each other grow from the very start. They see the changes. They sometimes want to pull each other’s hair out… but then they kiss and make up. They bring each other up when the other is down. They accept each other for who they really are. They dance together. They cry together. They understand each other. They are similar. They are different. They are best friends. They are part of each other forever. Sisterhood is unbreakable.    

Homesickness

Homesickness is not a good feeling. I crave comfort. I’ve been challenging myself so much, that now I just want something easy—something to fall into my lap. I think that’s a lot to ask for… Visiting my sister in Barcelona was such a beautiful time. It was simple, carefree. It made me crave that sensation I get when I’m back home, within my comfort zone. I need to remember that I’m only thinking of the positive things at home—I’m disregarding the cramped feeling that I feel when I’m there—the feeling of walking in circles. Regardless, I long for stability. I want something constant in my life. Right now the only thing constant is change… in life, the only thing constant is change. I long for someone to stay in my life for longer than a couple of days… recently I’ve been having people dip in and out of my life. I’ve had visitors come stay, bringing me comfort, only to have them leave shortly after… it’s draining to be constantly saying painful goodbyes. Everything is temporary, as I’ve stated before, but it’s so difficult to cope with sometimes.  Sorry for the burdening words, but it’s honesty. I never thought this would be easy anyway…

Thursday, December 2, 2010

The Little Things


     Something I really love about traveling is the connection that is created between yourself and fellow, likeminded adventurers.These bonds don’t happen frequently, but when they do, it makes the inevitable hard parts of the journey seem minute. It’s the small, random occurrences in life that make it so special… It’s the little things.

It’s about appreciating a short, but meaningful acquaintance, a snowflake falling on your nose, a baby smiling, a moving song, a good laugh… etc… these are things I’ve been lucky enough to experience lately. It sounds cliché, but it’s the truth! The little things make everything worthwhile.
      Everything is ephemeral… temporary. If we don’t appreciate things when we’ve got them, we have nothing! Everything comes to an end—a very simple but difficult concept to grasp. We must learn to let go of a moment and be ready for what comes next—be ready to turn it into something beautiful. That’s what I’ve been thinking about lately… Anyways…
It’s snowing outside. This is forecasted to be the worst winter in Europe in 1,000 years. I had no idea they could measure back that far, but regardless of that, the moral is that it’s going to be a very, VERY terrible/freezing winter. I’m trying to see this white winter as a positive (it’s difficult), but I’ve been thinking about each season and what they have to offer to me… I’ve come to the conclusion:

Fall: Fall is for pondering. It’s for wandering. It’s for simplicity. It’s for crispness. It’s for chatting. Fall is for winding down.

Winter: Winter is for honing in on skills. It’s for perfecting those abilities that you just didn’t have time for in the summer. It’s for appreciating family and friends. It’s for baking. It’s for learning to really appreciate summer. It’s for snuggling and staying warm. Winter is for thinking.

Spring: Spring is for anticipation. It’s for growing. It’s for transitioning. It’s for celebrating and bringing forth the summer. It’s for exploring.  It's for moving forward, rethinking things. Spring is for new beginnings.

Summer: Summer is for fun. It’s for adventuring. It’s for getting out of your comfort zone. It’s for excitement. Summer is for freedom.

SNOW


Winter in Amsterdam is a wonderland: Christmas lights hanging over every street; naked, leafless trees everywhere; billowy smoke drifting from chimneys, rapidly evaporating into the frigid air; the comforting, piney scent of that smoke; crunchy snow beneath my feet; frosty wind on my cheeks; people hustling and bustling about as they attempt to endure the cold; children laughing. 


It’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced before.